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-- sn't fair, you got a head start --!

[stops, and falls silent]

...Jake? What happened?

[sounds a little scared, but isn't going to let it show]

Jacob Black! Come out here right now!

[eyes the journal, and reluctantly walks over, looking down]

...Hello? Jake? Mom, Dad? Someone?!

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Bells, Emmett hates me. He hates what we've got going. This... I haven't even heard of people going home without them forgetting they were ever here when they come back.

But he doesn't hate me. Not really, anyways. Why would he lie like that? And if he is lying, where did SHE come from?

[ his eyes are on the floor, not looking up at her ]

...Back home. I ran away because I got a wedding invitation. For your wedding.

Back home, we didn't happen. You married Edward.

And people show up from different times, apparently...

[ he sliiiiides down to the ground ] I think I am literally going to be sick.

[ she automatically goes over, kneeling in front of him, holding his face in her hands gently, thumbs running soothingly across his cheeks; ]

Hey now. Breathe, Jake. Just breathe.

[ he looks up at her ]

Do you know what this means if she finds me?!

D-don't make me get sick too. I know what it means. I don't want you to see her.

[ he holds his journal out in front of her ]

I tried that, but look. I can't hold her off forever. I don't know what to do.

[ helplessly ]

Blindfold?

[ jake is now making a face at you ]

Yes. How did I not think of that.

I got nothing, man! I don't know how this imprinting thing works.

[ scowls ]

Why didn't you just imprint on me?

[ his muscles tense, and his eyes lift to hers ]

You don't think I wanted to? That I didn't spend every day asking myself why I didn't imprint on you? You think I can choose who I want to imprint on? Because if I had my choice I certainly wouldn't choose your daughter!

[ she looks surprised, gaping at him for a moment before lowering her gaze. she drops her hands from his face and leans into him, wrapping her arms around him and whispering softly into his ear ]

I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I know.

[ he shuts his eyes ]

I don't know what to do. If this is true, then--I can't just not see her ever. If she's for real, there's a reason I imprinted on her. But fuck, I'm selfish. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

[ her face crinkles up and here come the angry tears of frustration ]

It's not fair! Nothing is ever fair to you, ever! You deserve so much better, Jacob. I can't-- I mean, you and I have been...

happy.

[ he pulls her face close to his and kisses her tears away ]

Looks like Edward wins again. At least I beat the odds for a little while.

[ she curls up against him, snuggling close ]

Just. Stay in here with me forever. With your eyes shut. I'll do everything for you.

[ wraps his arms around her, resting his chin atop her head ]

I'm not moving from this spot.

[ she tilts her head up to kiss his jaw ]

I love you. You do know that, right?

[ he squeezes her tight ]

And I want you to know that no matter what happens, and no matter what bizarre werewolf thing this makes me do or say, I always loved you first, and I always love you more.

Not fair. So not fair. A person's fate shouldn't be dictated like that.

[ almost clinging to him now ]

You're telling me?

[ he kisses atop her head ]

[ eff your head kisses; you get a full on kiss on the lips, Jacob Black ]

[ he savors this, as it may be the last, pulling her closely ]

I'm sorry, Bells.

[ and she's crying now. nice one :( ]

[ skjdfs he sighs; why are they all crying tonight. ]

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