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It is not so different than before, truly. At least this time I had the opportunity to know him for myself. That is rather remarkable in itself.
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I have decided to request a proper press from the Castle to make coffee in the correct manner. If anyone would wish to share some with me, I shall be in the kitchen.
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[when she awakens, Reinette comes across a strange gift that for once? Causes her to smile. It has been some time since she allowed herself to enjoy archery. She gives it no further thought than that.]

We might yet come to understand each other, this place and I.

[and with resolve she dresses, gathers the arrows, and makes her way outside. A tree in the distance shall prove a proper target. Reinette allows the first arrow to fly]

OOC:Open is open!

Musings

Feb. 5th, 2010 05:46 pm
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[Today Reinette is curled into a chair in the library, the smallest hint of informality that suggests the span of her time here. Her journal is swiftly becoming a collection of not only ideas and musings, but flowers collected from the grounds, sketches and letters that will never be posted]

There are a great many new faces that come still, day after day. I trust that everyone is beginning to feel somewhat settled? How is everyone else?
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[Reinette is seated in the library, writing in her journal. There is a glass of wine nearby, which might prove troublesome later]

I must thank those that were so kind as to mark my recent birthday. It was unexpected, and yet not unwelcome. I have not celebrated the day in such a manner in many years.

I must wonder, however, what that must mean when we return home. I have heard we do not remember, that our memories of this place are taken and it is not even the lingerings of a dream. But I am aged a year. By body is older, it wears it differently as I wear it in turn. Is that too taken away? Is this place so powerful?

I have no doubt the question has been asked before. But has it been answered?
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Who: Rose, Reinette and the Doctor03
What: A "Girls Day" for Reinette's Birthday
When: December 29th Early to Late Afternoon
Where: In the City
Rating: PG



It was what one did for a birthday. )
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[For a moment she hesitates, which is quite unlike her. The tip of her pen sits simply depressed on the page, ink spreading out slowly from a single point. There is a swift breath of frustration as she notices it, because she has no sand with which to blot the error.

Still, this place has felt less foreign of late though she cannot fully explain why. And she wishes to make a gesture]


I checked the water at the lake recently. It is properly frozen through and able to support any that might wish to ice skate. I shall be going there myself this afternoon, should anyone be interested. I have arranged for hot ciders and chocolate to be available.

[And with that Reinette finished dressing and make her way to the lake, silver ice skates in hand]
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I wonder, then, if I was ever truly lonely in France. I used to imagine that I was. I used to busy myself with Louis and households. The theater. Letters to those that entertained me. And through it I imagined it to be a distraction to the loneliness that pulsed just underneath. It was a strange composition, one in an unsteady time I could never quite match my steps to. Now I understand why.

It was never truly lonely.
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It occurs to me that I have been far too idle for far too long. I observe, but I still fail to understand this place. I think the time has come for me to try a different tactic all together.

Thus, I shall be in the kitchens making crepes and pressing coffee should anyone be interested.
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Reinette turns in her bed, drifting into wakefulness. As the details of the day seep more deeply into her consciousness, she too becomes aware of the differences.

And mild annoyance.

This is not the first time the Castle as attempted as much. Only one thing is for certain.

Her room is lo longer her own]


It is to be expected, I suppose. Who would have thought a building might have such a perverse sense of humor.
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Nearly everyone, it seems, is confused on the very nature of who they are. Something has quite obviously been done to us.

The question that now presents itself is how.

[and then signed with a flourish, because it is the one thing she is certain of]

Jeanne-Antionette
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It is remarkable how people chose to sell themselves, and enter into the subsequent transactions that follow. I witnessed everything from the public display of one's underwear to an actual kiss on stage.

While it is not any action I would have chosen for myself -- not that I have not sold myself, I most certainly have. Just not to that end --

It certainly amused.
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[and the sound of journal pages rustling a flowers are pressed between them, their names and the location found carefully recorded beside]

An Aside

Jul. 22nd, 2009 01:11 am
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This place is quickly losing what little charm it possessed.

There will always be Monsters it seems. Perhaps it is possible to have one without the other after all.
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Who: Reinette and Jack
What: Reinette's wish for space is granted in an unusual way.
When: Early Morning
Where: Reinette's newly appointed rooms.
Rating: PG (For Now?)


Reinette's last thought before she drifted to sleep was what an extreme bit of foolish whimsy her act of tying a wish to the bamboo tree had been. Of all things, really. One did not wish for what one wanted, one worked for it. Whatever amount of effort and time was required. A goal, after all, was no more than a dream with a deadline. She expected more of herself than a bit of paper fluttering from a string.

It was a wonder she managed to sleep at all, the more she thought on the matter.

When she awoke the next day she pushed herself from the bed briskly, the day's goal already in mind. To get up. To dress herself appropriately. And then to make her way down the tower stairs to reclaim her wish - and any evidence of her own foolishness.

That was until the sight of her surrounding stilled Reinette's feet just as they were, her wish whispering in her mind.

[I wish for more space. To be myself, as I was. To better remember where I was. To not forget.]

The size of her room had grown three-fold.

Reaching for her robe, Reinette cinched it tightly around her waist and began to explore.
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I realized that I awoke this morning, fully accepting that this is where I would be. I must confess I am not entirely pleased by that particular turn of events. Acceptance feels dangerously like surrender here. And while I know that there is a time and place for giving in, and surrendering in full, this cannot be it.
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[oh no, she is not all together pleased]

This is becoming truly ridiculous. And there are some places dust simply should not be.
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[Torchwood]

We really do need a rift detector here don't we... I tried to see if any of our scanners picked up anything when the children vanished, but I didn't see anything trackable.

Are we all okay after having loved and lost?

[/Torchwood]

To the man I spoke to briefly about not dying - but can't remember the name of )

To my lovely Neighbor Reinette )

About the Archive

"Paradisa Lost" is the archive of what the journals contained between December 1st, 2006 and January 10th, 2012. On that final day, Paradisa issued new journals, so that the residents could fill them up again. While there are still residents around who have old journals, we have chosen to preserve the old journals here for muns' reference and history.

"Lost" in the title refers to both the old journals that the residents once kept, and also to our move to Dreamwidth from the original Livejournal community, where Paradisa started. It is a fresh start for muns, as well as for the characters.

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