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As quick as he came, he's gone again. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the bloodsucker's gone. But I don't get to enjoy it because every time he leaves I have to look at her face again. And I see just how... It makes me think of when he left her the first time. None of the Cullens ever saw her like I saw her. They can say all they want, but they're the ones that always hurt her. He left her ALONE IN THE FUCKING FOREST for God's sake. He's lucky Sam was able to find her. She was just a big VOID until I came around and kept her company. THAT is why I'm better for her. Because I don't play games like that. And I don't come with any life or death choices or vampire mafias or any of that.

Yeah, whatever. The castle brought him and took him away, not his fault. But that doesn't change the fact that she's hurting again because of him.

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[ After letting out his frustrations, Jake throws his pen and huffs loudly. Then, he turns to Bella, tugging on her hand a bit. ]

C'mon. We're getting some fresh air.

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[ that's okay, because he knows how to make up for it. he runs his fingers through her hair as he kisses her, really wishing he had that other free hand right about now ]

[ screw it, she climbs out of her seat and into his lap, wrapping her free arm around his neck again and pulling him close as they kiss, tilting her head towards his hand in her hair and sighing softly into his mouth ]

[ WOAH he wasn't expecting that but he fully welcomes it, fingers gently twisting around locks of hair as the moment intensifies. he shifts a little in order to allow her more comfort and his knee bumps into the buggy's horn which echoes into the valley below them ]

[ she can't but break away from his lips at that as she busts up laughing, looking behind her down at the castle as she cracks up, throwing her head back a little ]

Good job. Way to be subtle, man.

[ he seizes the moment her neck is exposed like that an lays kisses upon it, all the while grinning ]

Yeah, yeah. So we learned this thing is too small for this. Should we... head back to the castle?...

[ she almost chokes on a giggle and shivers at the feeling of his lips on her neck, tilting her head back down to look him in the eye once more, nodding ]

Yeah, I guess we should, huh.

[ he nods, and wonders if he'd be able to pull off driving with her on her lap. he starts up the engine, but at this rate he'd probably crash, so he reluctantly nudges her off of his lap, but not before kissing at her neck once more ]

You know, to drive us back... we probably have to stop kissing for a few minutes.

[ she teases as she climbs back into her seat, smirking a little at him ]

...I know that. [ cue the blushing! ]

[ he shifts the buggy into gear and starts back down the hill, throwing her a grinning glance every so often ]

[ she grins right back, amused at his blushing as they drive back, a little distracted from the only slightly terrifying buggy ride back to the castle ]

[ la la timeskipping the details of the ride, which include more bumpy terrain and Jake purposely trying to hit every major bump on the road! the castle is coming into view now. ]

So you think you'd wanna take this for a spin again sometime? [ he chuckles ]

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[ sideways glance ]

Possibly. The next time I'm feeling insane, I'll let you know, yeah?

We can just stick to motorcycles, if you prefer. Y'know, when we're not stuck together. Though I am getting quite used to you always being within arm's reach.

[ rimshot! oh he's so funny ]

Ohoho aren't you hilarious.

[ she grins, swinging their joined hands a little and shaking her head at him ]

[ he parks the buggy in a shady area beside the castle ]

It's a natural talent of mine. Right up there with being Mr. Nice Guy, teasing you, and my new favorite, making you do that little moan thing.

[ he doesn't give her time to argue because kissing is fun. ]

[ he's kinda evil in all the best ways and she gasps in surprise (& a little mock indignation). it takes her a moment, but she tries to spin things back around to her advantage, kissing him a little more forcefully. & letting out a little moan again. because she wants to, of course ]

[ that certainly did it. he breaks their kiss, panting a little eagerly, his eyes searching hers. it's the same anxious feeling he had the night they were together, minus the apprehensions and the nervousness. he's all confidence now, and he tugs her arm as he quickly gets out of the buggy. ]

So we heading to my room or yours. [ his tone is oh so very eager ]

[ she's searching his face right back, feeling her heart skip a few beats at the way he's looking at her ]

Yours.

[ he's not about to waste another minute, and after helping her from the buggy he has her scooped in his arms again, practically racing through the front doors of the castle. he's not concerned about turning heads as they race up the stairs. there's something much more important on his mind... ]

[ holy crap. she gasps when he picks her up, watching him in slight awe as he tears through the castle towards his room, holding onto him tightly with her free hand ]

...in a hurry much?

[ he's taking stairs two and three at a time ]

Just a little.

[ kinda smirky ]

And what're we gonna do when we get there? Play checkers, right?

Oh, is that what we're calling it now? Gee, Bella, what did you do last night? Oh, Jake and I played checkers till the sun came up.

[ she almost chokes with giggles, turning bright red again ]

Yeah, well. I get to be the red pieces.

Checkers is suddenly my new favorite game.

[ it's not long at all before they're in front of Jake's door, and his hand is shaking enough that it takes him a minute to get the door opened. his eyes find Bella's and she smiles before they enter the room. ]

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