Jacob Black (
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paradisalost2008-10-05 04:05 pm
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As quick as he came, he's gone again. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the bloodsucker's gone. But I don't get to enjoy it because every time he leaves I have to look at her face again. And I see just how... It makes me think of when he left her the first time. None of the Cullens ever saw her like I saw her. They can say all they want, but they're the ones that always hurt her. He left her ALONE IN THE FUCKING FOREST for God's sake. He's lucky Sam was able to find her. She was just a big VOID until I came around and kept her company. THAT is why I'm better for her. Because I don't play games like that. And I don't come with any life or death choices or vampire mafias or any of that.
Yeah, whatever. The castle brought him and took him away, not his fault. But that doesn't change the fact that she's hurting again because of him.
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[ After letting out his frustrations, Jake throws his pen and huffs loudly. Then, he turns to Bella, tugging on her hand a bit. ]
C'mon. We're getting some fresh air.
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Did you clock your head when I knocked you over, there, pal?
[ she says as she lets go of the hand she still has free reign over, running down his side and slipping it up beneath his shirt ]
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I think... you're leaving me speechless for once.
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[ he removes his own shirt in the same fashion before reaching up and pulling Bella into him. it is everything the first time was and more. he's more sure of himself, and more sure of Bella. he knows that this is what they both want, and it makes it all the better.
nothing matters but this moment; not Paradisa, not the Cullens, just him and Bella as it always should have been. ]
((ooc: and fade to black © smeyer))