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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

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Loneliness.

Somehow it is difficult to sleep when I have thoughts like that. I wonder why, even if it is supposed to be for a little while.
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[filter; Nine]
Nine. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to play in the lake with you. That must have hurt your feelings. So, I wanted to make it up to you. But it has grown late again, I see. I'm a little saddened that I only realize these things at night. You really can't swim in the dark. I do not know the fun in that. Isn't the fun that you can see yourself swimming? Though, that doesn't sound fun either, I suppose that I'll have to experience it for myself to see.

Still, because it is late, I thought I could braid your hair, only I realized after I thought this that I cannot, because – it's not that you're bald only that it is too short. So do not worry about something like that. I thought after that about taking you out to dinner, but that sounds like a date, and I do not wish to date you or another. It is not you really, though, it might be your sad personality. Though, I do not mind it, honest. Watching a movie together is the same results. Even if it is friends, it should be more friends, but I wish to focus on your happiness, because I was mostly worried about you.

It seems to cheapen the experience if I bring others that are equally unhappy, I mean, doesn't that mean that I am not giving individual attention. That being written, I wonder if you had any ideas of what we could do for fun to cheer you up? We'll be sure to do them right away.
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Is Fa The Master all right? I was told once that when someone was mad that you should give them time to not be angry anymore. I do not wish to ruin any good mood that he is in by talking to him when he does not wish to see me. It is painful to do, but I understand that I deserve not to be near someone who is so kind to me and I betrayed. It's more painful for the other person, isn't it?

Still, so long that I know that he is happy by his entries, I feel a little better. ♥
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I am a little troubled by some thoughts.

One normally drinks during times such as these, right?

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[plutoniangarnet.livejournal.com]

Stick to tea. It's much safer.

[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

Tea? All right.

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[plutoniangarnet.livejournal.com]

Yes. Alcohol causes you to wake up with a serious headache.

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

I've heard that before, yes.

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[sarutobisasuke.livejournal.com]

Idiots do.

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

What would you do?

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[sarutobisasuke.livejournal.com]

Ignore them. Do something interesting to take my mind off of them.

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

I suppose that makes more sense than dwelling on them. I used to have a lot of time to sit and think and so I never knew how to solve any problem that I had. I still have that issue here, unfortunately.

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[alwaysoverdue.livejournal.com]

Only if you can hold your alcohol!

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

Yes, I'm sure that I can hold it. Only after a few drinks probably not.

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[alwaysoverdue.livejournal.com]

Hm. Then maybe Natto-chan should look for another solution first~

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

Tea?

Nataku

[broken-clock.livejournal.com]

He...is a complex man, Nataku. I don't believe he's entirely forgiven you, and I don't know if he ever will - but he misses you, Nataku. He...regrets driving you away.

I don't think he'd...mind, if you spoke to him. Honestly I think he'd like to be a father again, even if he feels he shouldn't be.

...And while drinking is normal for some people I wouldn't recommended it.

Five;

[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

You know that better than I do. I do not think he will either. I would feel better if he did. ...? Really? I thought I was making him happy by not being around as a way to cheer him up. I wanted to do good things, for people I like, after all.

Really? ... I'm the one that feels like I should not have a father. I betrayed him, after all.

I am going to drink tea. Sailor Pluto suggested it and she is a lot smarter than I am.

Nataku

[broken-clock.livejournal.com]

It's...difficult, for him. He hasn't forgiven anyone for a very long time. I think, though, that it would make him happy to speak with you.

...We all hurt the people we love, Nataku. It's a part of life, and all we can do is try to make it up to them.

[a faint chuckle, and a little :D is scribbled] She's very smart indeed, and I second the suggestion.

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

I didn't think that there was anything difficult for him. It makes sense that he shouldn't, though. ... Really? Then, I shall try to talk to him if it will make him happy.

... But why? Why can't they always be happy? Why even accidentally we hurt them? I suppose so, I wish that there was nothing to have to make up.

♥ I see, I'll do that, then.

[chocoseduction.livejournal.com]

Sometimes. It can help you forget, that's for sure. At least for awhile.

[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

I suppose so, but the other effects do not sound too promising. I think that I shall simply drink tea and eventually an answer should come to me as to what to do, right?

[chocoseduction.livejournal.com]

There are advantages even to the side effects: then you feel too shitty to care about why you were drinking in the first place.

Yeah, whatever. Good luck with that.

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[lovespineapple.livejournal.com]

Yeeeeeeeeee-- Maybe. For you? I wouldn't recommend it.

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[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

It seems like not many would. I'm unsure why, but I am going to heed your advice.

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[lovespineapple.livejournal.com]

Good kid.

Nataku;

[fantasticninth.livejournal.com]

[sort of spluttering]

Braid my-- Out to-- [siiiiiiigh]

Nataku, I really don't need you trying to cheer me up. Nothing wrong with me! I just miss traveling. That's all.

Nine;

[fragmentedangel.livejournal.com]

...

I knew that you were sad.

Nataku;

[fantasticninth.livejournal.com]

Bored, more like.