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The Fourteenth Wish; Fooled

[Private, Dictated;]

No, no, no... This isn't right-- What if it really was him? What if I'm seeing things-- what if... What if Athrun really shot him? Something's telling me it's true, but... I don't want to believe it. I don't want to believe that I said those things to them.

..

I wonder... if they'd forgive me if I did...?

[/Private;]

[Sora and Riku, Written;]

[Several starts, all crossed out or scribbled over. The only ones still barely legible look like they might have read 'sorry', 'cant believe myself', and 'wish this was over already'.]

[/Sora and Riku;]

[Axel, Dictated;]

... I-I think I messed up big time.

I wish I could come to see you, but... I don't think I'd be able to see you if I did.

[/Axel;]

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~~But what if you~~

~~I might~~

I'm sorry, but I can't.

~~I miss~~

~~We need~~

~~Kairi, look~~

I won't let anyone or anything here take you away from me again.

[Pause cause HEY, he's doing it again. That thing that makes her blush and feel happy, but sad at the same time. D:]

But if I see you, I'll be terrified. I'll run.

I can't be near you right now. I won't see or hear you. Only what this place makes me see.

[LOOOOONG PAUSE]

Riku, I miss you so much...

[a pause]

That's okay, Kairi. It's okay. Just-- just know that both of us are concerned for you and we'll mow down anyone who tries to take advantage of you.

Even if you can't see or hear us, we're right here beside you, every single step of the way.

[he's smiling really sadly at the journal now]

We'll pull through this. It's like nothing after a year, right?

[doesn't know a good response... SO SHE'S JUST GONNA SOAK IT IN.]

If you get hurt defending me like Axel did, I will be so mad at you...

I already got sh--

Axel told me he was "entertaining himself." I should've figured. Ugh... Who hurt him?

Who's the only person people see as a threat to me in particular here?

You get three guesses and the first two don't count.

Marluxia.

I'm not happy about it, either.

He'll get his, don't worry.

... While I'm stuck out here, make sure Axel keeps safe, alright...?

From what I know about both of them, his element should have outdone Marluxia... So obviously something's up. Maybe his loss is involved...

I will.

Maybe something's getting in the way. I'll check it out. Stay safe, okay?

You, too. Don't be hurt when I get back.

Geez, Kairi. Have a little faith.

[WHAT'S THIS? IT'S A RECORDED BIT OF LAUGHTER.]

Yeah, yeah. Just make sure I don't have to knock heads together.

[the laughter catches him by surprise, and he floats there for a moment.]

You did a lot of that back home, didn't you?

And I miss having a reason to sometimes.

...

Just keep safe for me alright? I can't be there by your side, so I'm worried even more than usual.

Don't worry, Kairi. We won't let you down.

[Dictated; HAPPY VOICE]

I won't doubt you.

See you soon, Riku.

Later. [a little transcribed smiley face, the first of its kind!]

[Little ♥ is doodled~]

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