zettai unmei mokushiroku

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Who: [Bad username or site: oyaji title= @ livejournal.com] & [Bad username or site: concerns title= @ livejournal.com]
What: stuff.
When: x-maz eve
Where: effeel tower
Rating: PG

[ Up on the first level of the Eiffel Tower is Kotetsu wheezing after walking up over three hundred sets of stairs in the freezing cold. He's huddling close to his partner before shivering and wheezin' at the same time. ]

Y-You'd better soak up this sight, Bunny! Because there isn't a-any other way you're getting me back up these stairs again!! Paris or Eiffel Tower be damned.

Comments

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Well, I love you both the same! Does that help you any? Just... calm down, okay? [ moving his hand up to head pat the toots out of bunny ]

You're putting me on edge, haha. And I'm the one being flustered and everything.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[deflating like the saddest balloon]

I'm sorry... this is why I didn't wish to say anything. I didn't want to burden you with having to deal with any of this.

SURPRISE DOUBLE OOPS

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[--wait a second.

"I love you both the same."]

...

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Would you quit it with the 'I'm sorry' junk? If anything, if having to hear that all time is what sets me off!

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[opens his mouth but doesn't say anything because he's trying to figure out what that one sentence means]

Kotetsu?

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Hah? What is it? If it's another sorry then I'll.. I don't know what I'll do but I'll... leave or something.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

No, it isn't another apology.

Everything is fine? After all I've said, and how I feel, you and I... it's fine?

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Why wouldn't things be fine? [ he's thinking about parder-level love so... ] Isn't it a good thing to be.. loved? That's how I see all of this.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

I... yes, but... if I could certainly say that I-- that I loved you, it would be fine?

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Depends on what kind we're talking about here.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

Romantically.

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

Oh..! Oh. Um.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[take your time oyaji. not like borna's been rotting away a little emotional piece at a time since this love confession thing started]

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

[ thinking this over seriously. or as seriously as an oyaji can... he certainly loves barnaby like a family member. but to be someone who could stand next to tomoe, well.

he's bringing his hands down and shifts uncomfortably. tomoe's his number WAN but is it even possible to have two NAMBR WUNS???? but he's already used to sort of 'loving' barnaby. being oyajikin is hard. ]

Hhhhm.

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[watching all of this carefully, not sure if he should say anything while kotetsu looks so contemplative and obviously conflicted. however it almost looks like he's forcing himself to try and come to an answer and that's not what barnaby wants.

reaching out, he hesitantly tries to take a hold of kotetsu's hand]

Kotetsu. If you can't answer this now then please don't say anything. I would prefer for you to take the time to be honest with yourself than to come to a rushed conclusion and only regret what you say later.

My feelings won't change, but I wouldn't force them to affect yours in a way that you believe I want.

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

[ blinks out of his thinking when he sees that hand reach for his. he takes it without arguing and looks up to address barnaby. that annoying song he keeps hearing on the radio keeps playing in his head. WE FELL IN LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE ] Oi..! N-No, no. I'm being honest and I'm not rushing, so just wait for me here, Bunny.

[ a deep breath before shivering a bit at the cold still ] Like you said, me and Tomoe are just always gonna be together. But... --ergh--Bunny, I'm honestly flattered and your feelings are equally important to me. With all this just happening.. you're just gonna have to trust me on this, all right?

I... don't really know what's gonna happen, since right now I can't really give you the clear cut answer you want? Since the last thing I wanna do to you is keep you waiting for my yes or no. Um. I'm not turning you down yet or breaking your heart, is what I'm trying to say.

Make sense?

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[but i gotta let it goooo. standing there and nodding as he takes in everything kotetsu's said. to be honest he's more than okay with not having any type of answer. most people would probably prefer to have a yes over anything else but he couldn't possibly be that selfish, especially considering kotetsu's wife and his obvious feelings that remain for her.

no, this is good enough. it's not a yes, but most importantly of all, it isn't a no]

It does, yes.

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

[ laughing at himself before pulling borna in for a tight hug ]

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[hugging back immediately just as tightly. his hands start to shake a little but he stops that by gripping at kotetsu's clothing, trying his hardest not to cry for what feels like the 10th time that night]

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

[ moving up to kiss barnaby square on the cheek ] You know what this month has taught me? Well, other than you hate ugly sweaters--I kind of like doing that sort of thing now. [ laughs again ]

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[suddenly relaxing as he's kissed, laughing quietly as he smiles] I can't say that I mind you knowing either.

[at the last minute, he returns the cheek kiss]

Kotetsu?

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

What?

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[kyun spark~]

Thank you for everything, and Merry Christmas.

[oyaji.livejournal.com]

[ mad blush poops before laughing. holding that 26 inch waist, kyunbrospef ]

[concerns.livejournal.com]

[just gonna hold onto each other like the homos we are in public on parisian streets at night. rest his head against koteter's-- until he feels the cold tip of kotetsu's ear against his cheek and he pulls back quickly]

...we should really be going now. I have no idea what time it is but it's only going to get colder.