http://oyaji.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] oyaji.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paradisalost2011-12-26 03:38 pm

zettai unmei mokushiroku

Who: [Bad username or site: oyaji title= @ livejournal.com] & [Bad username or site: concerns title= @ livejournal.com]
What: stuff.
When: x-maz eve
Where: effeel tower
Rating: PG

[ Up on the first level of the Eiffel Tower is Kotetsu wheezing after walking up over three hundred sets of stairs in the freezing cold. He's huddling close to his partner before shivering and wheezin' at the same time. ]

Y-You'd better soak up this sight, Bunny! Because there isn't a-any other way you're getting me back up these stairs again!! Paris or Eiffel Tower be damned.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
[watching all of this carefully, not sure if he should say anything while kotetsu looks so contemplative and obviously conflicted. however it almost looks like he's forcing himself to try and come to an answer and that's not what barnaby wants.

reaching out, he hesitantly tries to take a hold of kotetsu's hand
]

Kotetsu. If you can't answer this now then please don't say anything. I would prefer for you to take the time to be honest with yourself than to come to a rushed conclusion and only regret what you say later.

My feelings won't change, but I wouldn't force them to affect yours in a way that you believe I want.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[but i gotta let it goooo. standing there and nodding as he takes in everything kotetsu's said. to be honest he's more than okay with not having any type of answer. most people would probably prefer to have a yes over anything else but he couldn't possibly be that selfish, especially considering kotetsu's wife and his obvious feelings that remain for her.

no, this is good enough. it's not a yes, but most importantly of all, it isn't a no
]

It does, yes.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[hugging back immediately just as tightly. his hands start to shake a little but he stops that by gripping at kotetsu's clothing, trying his hardest not to cry for what feels like the 10th time that night]

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
[suddenly relaxing as he's kissed, laughing quietly as he smiles] I can't say that I mind you knowing either.

[at the last minute, he returns the cheek kiss]

Kotetsu?

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
[kyun spark~]

Thank you for everything, and Merry Christmas.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
[just gonna hold onto each other like the homos we are in public on parisian streets at night. rest his head against koteter's-- until he feels the cold tip of kotetsu's ear against his cheek and he pulls back quickly]

...we should really be going now. I have no idea what time it is but it's only going to get colder.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
[would say he's sorry for holding them up for so long but no more apologizing sooo just gonna hold hands and stuff their freezing manos into his pocket again :x looking around to figure out the right way to go before pointing right with his gloved hand]

This way.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
Hopefully, otherwise we have a very long walk ahead of us. I'll be sure to try and make it hasty though.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
[smilin as they walk doopdoop]

I do try my best.

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
[he's done his own sight-seeing in the time that they've been there so he's just focusing on remembering the route home as well as keeping an eye out for a stray taxi but kotetsu grabs his attention easily enough]

Yes?

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
[slowing down a little but still walkin' a walk]

...and?

[identity profile] concerns.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 10:04 am (UTC)(link)
Ah.

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DONE

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