tenth.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ For...probably one of the first times since he's been here, Emil actually sounds a bit unhappy when he speaks to the journal (and, you know, the castle as a whole). Probably should have filtered this, but he never remembers about those. ]

I'm sorry, everyone-- I guess that this curse I have can't really be fixed... If that scares anyone, I understand. I'll be fine. After all, I'm kind of used to it by now.

Um, anyway...I just thought I'd let you know about that.

Comments

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

If you were going around freezing people on purpose? That would be scary. But you have it under control.

[Okay, wow, this comforting-people thing is harder than it looks. This positivity is draining.]

Besides. Everyone here likes you. No one thinks you're scary.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

What if they weren't scared because they thought it was just a curse-- but if it's actually just part of me, maybe they would be.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

That's not going to change what people think. Either way, it wasn't your choice.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

I know...

[ Granted, it's not helping that someone told him to sew his eyes shut recently, but...eh. ]

I guess that's good, then.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

[Well that's very rude of them! Is Nico gonna have to choke a bitch?]

It is good. Don't be so hard on yourself.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ Can Nico even reach an adult male's neck... ]

Sorry. Um, thank you.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

[Hey, Word of Wikipedia says this kid's tall for his age! Even if his mun refuses to abide by it because there's no way Nico is taller than her, no way at all]

No problem. If you, um, ever need to talk about it or something, just tell me.

[After he's done recovering from all of this exhausting socializing, that is.]

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ /p-pats ]

It's fine. I don't think it'd be very interesting, anyway.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

[/sob]

... Have you had it your whole life? I mean, if you don't mind my asking.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

For as long as I can remember...

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

That's rough.

... I hope you find out how to get rid of it one day.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

I hope so too. But even if I can't, I'm glad that people like you still want to be my friend.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

[Aw you're gonna make him blush. How do you friends, this is uncharted territory.]

Um, thanks. Same to you... I, uh, didn't really think I'd make any friends here.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ Emil will help you friends! ]

Why not? You're really nice!

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Really? I, um, don't really hear much of that back home. I guess I'm kind of... different.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Oh...I'm sorry.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Don't be. Not anyone's fault, and nothing I can change. Kind of like you, I guess.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Hehe, I guess that's true. Maybe that's part of why we get along well.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Maybe. Unfortunate thing to have in common.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

But it's...kind of good, since we're friends because of it.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

We're friends because you tripped over me in the kitchen that morning.

[Said in friendly tone, of course - well, friendly for Nico.]

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Oh...right. Sorry.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's fine. Really. I needed someone to wake me up anyway.

[If this was not over the journal, you'd be getting the world's most awkward bro-shoulder-pat right now.]

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Well, okay. I'm just glad you weren't too mad.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

I wasn't mad. Confused, a little. Didn't realize I'd fallen asleep there.