tenth.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ For...probably one of the first times since he's been here, Emil actually sounds a bit unhappy when he speaks to the journal (and, you know, the castle as a whole). Probably should have filtered this, but he never remembers about those. ]

I'm sorry, everyone-- I guess that this curse I have can't really be fixed... If that scares anyone, I understand. I'll be fine. After all, I'm kind of used to it by now.

Um, anyway...I just thought I'd let you know about that.

Comments

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

It's not like discrimination. It's... it's more like prevention. Because we have a history of growing up to be pretty powerful. Too powerful sometimes.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

It's still not right.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well... it's just how it is. No use wishing it was any different.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

It's not like this here, right?

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

No. That's the upside about this place. No one knows who we are.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

That's good-- then I hope you don't have to leave.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Me too, I guess... Not really anything I miss about home right now.

((ooc: ps it's midnight now, but I won't be taking my Ambien for another half hour at least so I'm still good. I will turn of the computer and shove it under my couch right before I take it.))

[siebter.livejournal.com]

But...will you be okay, even if it does send you home?

{ ooc; okay!! c: }

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Maybe. Things were alright when I left. Hopefully that'll last awhile.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

I hope so too.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

...

[Okay, that's enough personal stuff for one decade.]

What's your world like?

[siebter.livejournal.com]

[ Awh. ]

It's, um...I don't know a lot about it, actually. All I really know about are the Shades.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Well that doesn't sound dark and ominous at all.

[/sarcasm liek woah]

[siebter.livejournal.com]

They're pretty dangerous. I think that's why a lot of people don't leave the towns, so it's probably why they don't come near my manor.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

So you don't really leave home much?

[siebter.livejournal.com]

I've never left. Until now.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Woah. I can't even imagine that. I can't stand staying in one place for more than a couple of weeks.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

It's not so bad, but it was kind of lonely.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

I guess it would be. Did you tell me it was just you and a butler or something?

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Yes, that's right. Everyone else in the towns was a little bit afraid of going near the manor, because of the Shades, but also...my curse.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

... So that's why you thought people here would be afraid.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

I'd understand if they were, anyway.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

No one here cares. Really. And the ones who do aren't worth it.

... And plenty of people back home were scared of me. So I guess I kind of know how you feel, a little.

[siebter.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

And I'm not scared of you either, so...it's the same for you.

[childofhades.livejournal.com]

Well... I'm glad you aren't. That would probably make this kind of awkward.