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[whichswan.livejournal.com]

Is there a limit to how much we can ask of the Castle?

Angel;
Were you the one who brought me here?

Clark;
I'm sorry.


[ She can also be found at the gym, as always, practicing.

You may hear echoes of this music from outside, accompanied by the occasional sound of wood tapping against linoleum. Once she finishes a round, she takes a few minutes to breathe, then does it again. Sometimes she rehearses a part many times, perfecting it. And sometimes, after a good round, she curtsies to herself in the mirror and smiles.

But Nina doesn't smile when she dances. ]

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[whichswan.livejournal.com]

[ She chuckles, briefly. ]

But you pay them off anyway.

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

Ah...I guess that's true.

[I'm not going to tell the part where if I don't, loan sharks will try to hurt me very much...]

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

What's exorcising like?

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

Exorcising?

Ah...

It's hard to say exactly. It can be very hard sometimes...a lot of bad things happen and I wouldn't...wish it on anyone else.

But...it's what I want to do with my life.

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

It's dangerous, I guess?

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

It is, yes. I do a lot of fighting.

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

What made you want to be an exorcist?

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

[There is a pause...this is slightly personal since it involves his dad and Nina is a normal person as far as he knows...]

It's a long story but...essentially...I want to help people. Especially those who are often overlooked by the rest of the world.

And since I have the rare capability that is required in my world to become an Exorcist, I felt that was the best way to do it.

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

[ That is the second time she heard someone decidedly powerful said that they wish to use it for good. It seems straightforward in stories, but it must be a difficult decision to make yourself. ]

That's very kind of you.

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

Thanks...though I'm sure lots of people would make the same choice in my situation.

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

Do you really think so?

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

Mm.

I mean...it wasn't like I made the choice instantly. It took time and lots of experiences for me to shape my opinion. Originally...I did it out of a sense of obligation for my father and I cared little about being an Exorcist. I mean...it wasn't anything like being in the circus.

But over time as I traveled and saw things through the eyes of an Exorcist...I grew to realise it was who I truly was and the choice became easy for me.

So...I like to think that in that context...that a lot of people who had my experiences would make the choice that I did. I'm hardly that special.

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

So you must have had wonderful people in your life.

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

[I was beaten by clowns and my dad was a schizophrenic who mistook me for a dog....BUT BESIDES THAT-]

Ah...yeah. I've been lucky to meet some truly good people.

So sorry! I missed the notifs >:

[whichswan.livejournal.com]

I hope I can see your trapeze show again soon.

It's cool!

[save-the-souls.livejournal.com]

[awww so cute]

May someday you will. I do perform every once and awhile here.