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paradisalost2010-01-10 02:24 pm
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oo8 → while my guitar gently weeps
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Over and over again...
I just keep on hurting him. I'm so stupid, so pathetic. No matter how hard I try, I keep on repeating the same mistake. Alice, Gil, Break... I hurt them all. Maybe, just maybe, my existence is a sin. Just by existing, I scar people. It's my fault he has that scar... if only I'd struck a little earlier, Gil's chest wouldn't of been slashed by that sword.
It would've been better had I stayed in the Abyss. That way...
Heh... Elliot was right. I'm just saving myself. But what is there to value in myself? I'm disgusting.
Filth, as Father said. The filth of the world.
gil;
I'm sorry. For everything.
jack;
We should talk sometime. It's been a while, hasn't it?
ukitake;
I still have the books I borrowed. I had fun reading them, but you can have them back if you want. We should meet up again sometime. And let's try not to get lost~.
colette;
Can... we meet up somewhere? Now that you're back to normal and not brainwashed. I'll treat you, t-that is if you don't mind!
[ oz is quietly thinking to himself near the lake. you'll probably notice he lost the "omgsohappy" air around him but if someone is to point that out, he'll instantly put on his facade. maybe. bother him to your hearts content ]
[ as usual, bother him in person or via journal. doesn't matter /o/ ]
Over and over again...
I just keep on hurting him. I'm so stupid, so pathetic. No matter how hard I try, I keep on repeating the same mistake. Alice, Gil, Break... I hurt them all. Maybe, just maybe, my existence is a sin. Just by existing, I scar people. It's my fault he has that scar... if only I'd struck a little earlier, Gil's chest wouldn't of been slashed by that sword.
It would've been better had I stayed in the Abyss. That way...
Heh... Elliot was right. I'm just saving myself. But what is there to value in myself? I'm disgusting.
Filth, as Father said. The filth of the world.
gil;
I'm sorry. For everything.
jack;
We should talk sometime. It's been a while, hasn't it?
ukitake;
I still have the books I borrowed. I had fun reading them, but you can have them back if you want. We should meet up again sometime. And let's try not to get lost~.
colette;
Can... we meet up somewhere? Now that you're back to normal and not brainwashed. I'll treat you, t-that is if you don't mind!
[ oz is quietly thinking to himself near the lake. you'll probably notice he lost the "omgsohappy" air around him but if someone is to point that out, he'll instantly put on his facade. maybe. bother him to your hearts content ]
[ as usual, bother him in person or via journal. doesn't matter /o/ ]
[ oz ]
[ gil ] 1/2
[ gil ]
[ oz ]
[ gil doesn't feel exactly the same or maybe he's always been different. it's confusing, the past, the present... what lies ahead in the future.
but...
right now everything feels all right ]
[ oz ]
Let's go, shall we?
[ gil ]
[ he'll be walking in front in an almost confident stride before spinning around only to deliver a bright grin. let's not waste precious time fail servant ♥ ]
[ oz ]
What would you like to eat?
[ gil ]
...Eh? I'm fine with anything~.
[ oz ]
What is it?
[ gil ]
U-uwa?! [ presses random buttons on the microwave! ]
er... kitchen filter forever
That's a micro...wave. Everyone uses it for food but I don't know how to use it.
kitchen filter forever
no subject
I always see them using it-- I guess it helps prepare? [ eyes microwave... does not trust it ]
no subject
Then let's use it if it helps~.
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I've seen someone do this.
[ stares... at those buttons ]
Now what?
akdjfks, bed now. college tomorrow post... WHEN I CAN /sleeps
...
Maybe it's this button! [ presses the button of doom ]
good night! <3
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Re: 1/2
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[ the coffee mug is rotating... ]
no subject
[ why does he have a bad feeling about this... ]
THEY ARE SUCH LOSERS
The noise... it stopped?
WHY DO I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN IN A RANDOM CHAPTER?
Eh, I think it stopped working.
IKR...
Do you feel that? There's heat.
TWO ADORABLE IDIOTS
Uwaaah~ So cool!
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2/2
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