013 ϟ just checking

[not_myfirstday]

[written, and slowly at that since her arm still hurts and the IV is still in her]

[Claire]

I'm sorry I didn't remember hearing your name. Everything was sort of a blur.

[/Claire]


[written just as a closing thought of sort, and she's still unsure of what she wants to do about it all]

I'm just glad it's over.

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[flack]

[sounding like someone who didn't know what to make of all of this, but very, very concerned]

You alright?

[not_myfirstday]

[she's picking at the corners of the pages of the journal, reading through all the people that went to help Claire but she's got her finger tucked into her entry as well]

Yeah, I'm alright. [which is pretty much a lie, but she hasn't sorted through everything just yet]

[flack]

Christ, Elle, I'm sorry. I should have been paying attention.

[not_myfirstday]

[shakes her head]

Don't do that to yourself. She walked me right out of the castle. I think she even talked to someone on the way out. No one could've known what had happened.

[flack]

Still. I should have realized you were gone, at least. Someone could have been looking.

[Elle]

[overninelives.livejournal.com]

[written]

Thank you for telling them.

[Claire]

[not_myfirstday]

[written too]

It was like something I knew I should know, I just couldn't remember it all right.

Do you know what's going to happen to him?

[Elle]

[overninelives.livejournal.com]

Dean has him. I don't know.

[Claire]

[not_myfirstday]

[dictated]

Right. [knows better than to tell Claire that he deserves whatever comes to him]

Well, I'm glad you're alright.

[Elle]

[overninelives.livejournal.com]

Don't start on that now.

Do you remember anything else that happened? Or what Sam said?

[queendramabitch.livejournal.com]

How are you, Elle?

Lucy

[not_myfirstday]

Pissed off that people actually think that Sam should be protected.

Elle

[queendramabitch.livejournal.com]

I'm afraid I'm a little in the dark. What happened?

Lucy

[not_myfirstday]

Sam Winchester, apparently on a loss - as if that actually makes it okay, opted to kidnap and torture me. Then he went after Claire. The whole world is after Sam because of what he did to Claire, but she's fine. In fact she doesn't even want anyone to do anything to him.

Me? Oh I'm just on a morphine drip in the clinic waiting for these lacerations and burns to heal, hoping that I don't scar.

Elle

[queendramabitch.livejournal.com]

[on her end of the journal, the skin below Lucy's right eye twitches in a sympathetic tic; the burns on her back don't have to itch for her to remember they're there, them or the spidery white scars on her face. The latter were the product of residents on losses, but that doesn't make it any more okay to Lucy, either]

Would you like some company?

Filtered to Elle.

[murderous.livejournal.com]

You must be the one everyone's been making so much fuss over.

This guy

[not_myfirstday]

[laughs]

No. That would be the cheerleader. I'm the one no one seems to care about.

Filtered forever~

[murderous.livejournal.com]

[Cheerleader? Ah well, he'll run with it]

Sounds like you might be harboring something of a chip on your shoulder.

[not_myfirstday]

No, more like several lacerations, burns and some emotional trauma. But hey, I should be used to it by now.

Besides it wasn't his fault, and I should just forget about it and accept whatever lame apology he has to offer about torturing me for two days. Yep. That's totally the right plan. [mmmm sarcasm]

[murderous.livejournal.com]

You're kidding, right?

You know, you might want to consider getting even before deciding on the non-violent approach. After all, it sounds like this guy didn't bother to extend the same courtesy, so why go out of your way?

[i-findthem.livejournal.com]

I would ask if you were okay but that might be [a pause as she searches for the right word] redundant, unneeded?

The thought is still there, though.

[not_myfirstday]

[we'll say this is after Ares healed her...]

Thanks Molls, I'm better. Still really ticked off, but someone healed me. So at least I'm not in that sort of pain anymore.

[i-findthem.livejournal.com]

I think you have every right to be, honestly.

[not_myfirstday]

Yeah, not many agree. They're letting it slip because of the castle. I'm just frustrated is all.

Elle

[i-findthem.livejournal.com]

I get it. A loss this, a loss that, but it doesn't make you feel any better when you were hurt. Are hurt. Everyone says, "Oh, it's not their fault," but it's still kind of hard to grasp it.

[yeah...she might be projecting a little. sighs softly] Would you like me to bring you something to drink?