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[a sigh]

I refuse to let that be my fate. I don't care how hopeless it seems, I'm going to create my own path and not let that be me.

If only it wasn't easier said than done.

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[Allen is in the library, sitting at a table with several books around him. Most of them are on the subject of different types of demons in various worlds, possessions and types of exorcisms. He seems very focused, paging and reading through one as Timcanpy sits on his shoulder, peering down at it. When he reads a certain passage, his face makes a disgusted expression]

All right, that's...rather...disgusting...

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Allen

[sent_farfaraway]

Hey I'm glad I can answer them, I just felt bad after you kinda looked like I told you there's no Santa Clause and then raced off.

Sam's here, well... I mean he was. He left the castle last night to stay in the city. He got into it with his brother, so he bailed to have some time to clear his head.

Ruby

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Sorry...I guess I jumped to conclusions.

[a pause] Brother...do you mean Sam Winchester?

Allen

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Hey it happens, I'm just glad I could explain.

And yeah-- why you know him?

Ruby

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Ah...a little. I spoke to him a few times the last time he was here.

Allen

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Got it. Yeah Sam Winchester, but here he can't do what he does back home. His powers are gone, it's his loss so he can't demonstrate on me or anything. Plus I don't know what this body is really, I mean the castle gave it to me so for all I know it's just ... nothing. [pauses for thought] Though I'm on a loss, and when the castle turns me human I don't change to how I was before I was a demon.

Eh, that's too confusing to even think about.

Ruby 1/2

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[a pause; because NOW it's like he was told Santa Clause isn't real]

God...Dammit- [gone!]

Ruby

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I see...that does sound rather complicated.

Allen

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It's the castle I don't think it's meant to be easy.

Why were you asking about Sam?

Ruby

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That's true...

Ah-

I was just...curious.

Allen

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About what he can do, or about why he can do it?

Ruby

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Um...both, I guess. [Not really, but if that will get you from not suspecting my intentions >>! ]

Allen

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Well both reasons are because he has demon blood in him, which the castle opted to take away.

They used to do exorcisms the old way, with Latin. A series of passages meant to force the demon out of the body it was in, but like I said that's the risky way to do it.

I taught Sam how to remove them with his demonic powers, but it took him a long time and now he can't do it at all.

Ruby

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I see...

That's...rather frustrating that the castle choose that as his loss.

Allen

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Eh, I think it's for the best to be honest. Dean? Sam's brother didn't like him doing that. Because it's difficult to see the big picture and such when it's a dark path lined with Demonic forces.

Demon blood is powerful stuff, and it's a dangerous path to take.

Ruby

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[a pause; that is true >> ]

Right. Then hopefully he enjoys this time...being without it.

Allen

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We'll see.

But hey if you ever have more questions, you can ask me.

Ruby

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Um...all right, thank you.