✜ 04

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What have I been doing...? Acting like that for no reason. This place, it really isn't like back there. Nobody's died since I arrived here. There's no designated area, no time limit, and I haven't had to use my suit once. I've worn it the whole time, but...

When I tried to talk to that person, Kira Izuru-san, none of the things I said made anything bad happen. Does that mean that it's okay to talk about it here? This place has broken all the other rules, why should that one be different?

...But I just want to forget. I want to forget it all. That's so selfish of me. They're all back there and I should be with them, even if I'm not strong enough to do anything. I want to make sure the team survives. I'm the leader, right?

Even if I was sure that it was the right thing to do, I can't revive Kurono-kun here. But I need to stop being scared... Kurono-kun was so brave. I'm an ugly person.