paradisalost | (no subject)

Sheila's gone ... she went home like she said.

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Sheila left, K' too. I don't know why. First ~~Naoe-tan~~ Menorin, then Kharly, and now them. I'm happy that they get to go home. I'll miss them since they were all so nice to me. They played with me, protected me, and I think they cared about me? Sheila and K' were there when I was lost in the jungle. They came to get me. :( :( :( But why is it always the people that are nice to me that ends up leaving?

I don't think this castle likes me too much. I should be happy that Lisa, Shinji, and Kensei are still here. But, I don't know why I'm not feeling that way. I don't see some of them as often as I used too. I'm scared that if I hang around with them too much and the new friends I've made, the castle will take them away too, and I'll be all alone here. :( :( :( :( But Hacchin and Hiyorin might be lonely that we're not home.

I ... I shouldn't be so selfish. :( But I don't know to do. I think ... I'm scared to see them anymore, especially if I see them too much, they'll be gone. :(