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dreamwalkerdee.livejournal.com) wrote in
paradisalost2007-06-13 11:05 am
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Eighth Thread
[Dictated, rather shakily]
Something is wrong. Dee can't- it's so quiet!
Why is it so quiet? Why can't she hear?!
A-and her sight..! She can't see?!
Why are they gone?! Why can't she feel them?!
[A pause, and the sound of quiet sniffling]
It's so dark... s-so quiet and dark..!
She doesn't understand..!
Something is wrong. Dee can't- it's so quiet!
Why is it so quiet? Why can't she hear?!
A-and her sight..! She can't see?!
Why are they gone?! Why can't she feel them?!
[A pause, and the sound of quiet sniffling]
It's so dark... s-so quiet and dark..!
She doesn't understand..!

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Week... losses?
She doesn't- She has not.
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It's up in the air whether you'll remember what it was like or not, but it seems with something physical you will.
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A... a week..?
They will... come back to her in a w-week?
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What exactly did you lose?
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...Dee thinks she lost herself..?
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What were you before?
Not an angel, or a demon.
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Dee was a Goddess. The Dream Walker. Wh-whispers and secrets. She... she can't be now, though... Maybe n-never again...
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So you're human for a week?
That won't be too bad. The regular ones get by well enough here.
And everything you had will be back soon.
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...Human? Dee has always tried to look like them, but she never...
She can't. She doesn't know how!
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They're not...really all that different from those of us that aren't.
They just go about things in different ways.
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Maybe... she could learn. Then, if they don't return she... she will know how to live. How to shine like they do.
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But, in the meantime, it never hurts to learn something new.
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Learning. Punishments. Accidents. Connections everywhere.
Dee will wait for them to return. For forever, if she has to. Or, until she dies.
She thanks you for the information, dear.
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You're welcome.
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...Everything is quiet and dark. Dee feels strange...
She is trying, she is trying so hard, but they w-won't answer her!
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The whispers... she can't hear them anymore...
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...Is Dee still Dee? She isn't sure anymore...
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... you're still Dee. Even if you lost your Goddess rank for a while, that doesn't mean you're not Dee.
The whispers will come back to you soon.
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Dee is Dee. But now Dee is not the Dream Walker. Dee is... something else?
She wishes them back now! Without them everything is so... s-so..!
[Pause for a sniffle]
She does not like not seeing, and not hearing. It makes her feel... alone.
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[a pause]
... do you... want some company?
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Human. [A quiet, sad laugh]
Dee knows some of the other Gods would not approve. But... she wonders if this is punishment. For what she has done, or for forgetting...
Dee... Dee thinks she would.
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Where are you? I'll come to you.
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But they have done such bad things... punishment is to be expected...
[A sigh]
She is in the garden.
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[a soft 'fwoosh' sound in the background as he goes to fly~] I'll be out there soon.
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Kokuyou does not know what they have done. What harm was brought about...
Dee will wait for him.
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What... did not?
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Ah... Dee is, but... is n-not now? She is so confused, she can't... She does not think she is the Dream Walker any more..?
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...Dee remembers how fragile they were. How quickly they were born and how quickly they died. How little it took to...
Is... is she going to die?
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Murder is not the only way to extinguish the light...
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Dee is not sure how a human would act, in her situation. They are such chaotic things... like wildfire.
[A pause]
Perhaps she should wash the poison off?
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Poison. Dee likes to paint her nails with it, sometimes. She carries the antidote, though!
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She will wash it off then, when she goes inside. Perhaps she will pick a less toxic shade..?
Would... it be rude of Dee, to ask for your name, dear?
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Not rude at all! My name is Ruby.
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Dee is pleased to meet you, Ruby.
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