|| { 106: allegro con brio, feroce } ||

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[today, music room, skinny kid with a conductor's baton.

that recording is on at full blast. he is having a blast air-conducting the shit out of it.

where has he been for the past couple of months? hiding out in the city because of a hideously ugly loss WHO KNOWS]

[[ooc: open, feel free to pester however, he won't bite too hard :D]]

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[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[... almost gently.] I'm not alive anymore, Pharos. I haven't been for a very long time. It's all right.

[bedninja]

You are alive here. [But it's a terrible attempt at an argument, and Pharos knows it, so he doesn't offer any other.

...But it's sad. It's so sad... Pharos came to the Castle ecstatic to talk with people. To interact. To be remembered. And now so very many of them were gone, and he missed quite a number of them. He hated that part of emotions... that part of being human.

He would miss Joshua when he was gone, too.]

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[... a smile.] It's a last resort, Pharos, as I said. I do plan on the best case scenario, wherein everyone returns to their rightful places, myself included. [let's not mention the last resort is more or less the only resort.] I do value myself, you know.

[bedninja]

I should certainly hope that you do! [Another huff. This is a prime of Act-Like-A-Big-Kid-And-Pretend-Not-To-Be-Slightly-Upset time.] I would not like you nearly as much if you did not.

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

Touché. Not much for the humble, are you? [peering around to catch a glimpse of Pharos' face.] I rather think I'm very valuable, thank you.

[bedninja]

Not exceptionally. People seem much more interesting when they find themselves to be important.

[His eyes might be just slightly, slightly red, but otherwise his expression is much the same as it was the last time he got slightly huffy at Joshua. Though slightly torn. He's not very good at hiding emotions; he doesn't know how to be.]

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

I wonder if the former is a cause of the latter or vice versa...?

[easiest way to get a highly inquisitive kid out of the dumps - give them something else to think about! hey, whatever works. it worked for him when he was young, ok]

[bedninja]

[Sob. That's actually a pretty brilliant way of doing things when it comes to Pharos.]

...I believe it may be because interesting people find more worth in themselves or their lives than people who are not as interesting.

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

And those who find little worth in their lives are the opposite, naturally. So, do you believe that their fears are justified? That they're worth less than those who do have confidence?

[bedninja]

Of course I do not. I said as much earlier; that there is no such thing as a life that is dispensable.

I simply find the conversation to be better when the people I speak with are more interesting.

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

What do you know about body language, Pharos?

[bedninja]

[Joshua do you have any idea how hard it is for this kid to read body language. srsly man.]

I know that smiles mean you are happy. And that Uru's face changes in an odd way when she is worried.

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[a laugh.] I do hope you know that about 80 percent of a conversation can be interpreted through the way the other person emotes with their bodies, mm?

[bedninja]

[Dis face. Forever.]

...I cannot say that I was aware of that fact, no.

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[skljdkjlsf joshua laughs again. pharos you're so darling.]

By the way someone positions their arms, where they're looking during a conversation, by the direction they lean while speaking to you... All of that and more speaks volumes about what they really think about the conversation.

[bedninja]

[He actually looks pretty fascinated by this!]

Really? You can tell that much simply from the way that someone stands?

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

Mmhm. All it takes is a little practice and some creative thinking. It's a part of good communication, after all.

[bedninja]

That does not mean that I have been communicating improperly thus far, does it?

[.....looking down at his hands now. 8| What on earth has he been conveying to people that he wasn't aware of...]

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[shakes his head.] Most of what you know about body language gets picked up subconsciously. I'm sure you've been absorbing it just fine already. You're not that old of a dog, dear.

[bedninja]

I should certainly hope not! I would not want to convey something that I did not necessarily mean to by mistake simply because I have not been learning something properly...

[mmm-paradise.livejournal.com]

[shakes his head] Afraid of being wrong, are you?

[bedninja]

Not at all. [He considers this for a moment, before grinning.]

I have actually rather enjoyed being wrong in the past, to a certain degree. I believe being in a place like this would be quite boring if I insisted on being right all the time.