Thirty-First

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

I still haven't found him. It doesn't make sense. I want to see him. I miss him. I don't want to live without him. Even though, I finally found Kira again.

Not what I thought. Seeing Kira didn't fix ...things. Me. The last Light was so different. I guess there's a lot I don't remember. I was so happy to see him. Kira has someone else to help him, but I'm the one who's always

If you can't kill criminals... a new world, a kind world, the world Kira wants can you

He didn't save me. Kanda Sora Ravi Allen Ino -- if Light was here, he would've saved me. Kira is my savior but what does that make

Why does anyone else matter

I don't want to think. I don't want to remember what happened. I just want to be loved. Nothing else, it shouldn't matter.

Just smile and do what he says, it'll be okay.



[Added later, pen taps]

Can I stay with you for a while?

Comments

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Yes.

[Private to Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

&hearts Thanks, Yuu Yuu.

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Hn.

...Something wrong?

[Private to Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

I can't stay with you for no reason?

Nn, sorry, it's...

I don't want to be alone right now.

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

You can. I don't mind

You're not.

...Alone that is.

[Private to Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

&hearts Yuu Yuu is the best.

...Yeah. Kira, and he'll help me find my boyfriend, I know he will.[harshly blacked out] Yuu Yuu is here with Misa. You'll stay with Misa for a while, right?

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

As long as Misa wants me to. Yes.

[Private to Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Mm...

Yuu Yuu really does have a good heart. You take care of Misa. I feel safe with you.

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

[surprised pause]

I'm glad.

...Thanks, Misa.

[Private to Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Yup. &hearts I like other people a lot, too, and I owe them my life, really, but Yuu Yuu is Misa's favorite person I met here. So... this place isn't all bad, because Misa was able to meet Yuu Yuu and everyone else.

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

...It's the best part about being here.

[Private to Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Misa thinks so, too! But I really like my amazing closet, too.

Yuu Yuu, you like Misa right? You want to make me happy?

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Hn.

[Private to Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

It'd make Misa really happy if you could try to be a little nicer to Allen. Or at least stop closing the book on him. You shouldn't have lied to Allen that way, Yuu Yuu. That's not like you.

Misa knows it's hard when people tell you memories you forgot. But Misa owes Allen her life, and he's just a kid. It upsets Misa when you hurt him like that. I'm not saying be friends, but you shouldn't pretend he doesn't exist.

&hearts Are you mad?

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

...I was trying to help.

[Private to Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Huh? You thought he'd feel better if he thought you remembered?

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Hn

[Private to Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Aw, Yuu Yuu~ Misa thinks it backfired, though. He's really upset...

[Pen taps]

Nn.

[Private to Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

That's why I don't try.

[Yuu Yuu]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Well, you lied to him. You should be honest. Yuu Yuu seems to be trying very hard, to keep them away, at least.

[Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Hn.

[Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

You don't need to think about it right now...

[Misa]

[to-dark.livejournal.com]

Hn.

[Kanda]

[misa-approves.livejournal.com]

Nn...

Well, see you soon.