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yukiko amagi

fifty-one.

[Inaba]

Um...does anyone have any idea what happened? I know that was a loss, but...those things we remembered. D-did that...really happen, somewhere?

[CREEPEES]

U-um, I'm...very sorry for my behaviour over the past few days. It seems like I was on a very strange loss, and...well, that's no excuse, of course. But if there's anything I can do to make up for it, please.

A-and I'm sorry again.

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[ NEVER...FORGET ]

Yeah. Chie told me about it.

...I just hope that's not what you really think of me. [ and that accusation was public for ALL TO SEE, even ]

[ THAT'S HOW SHADOWS ROLL, YO. She makes a flustered noise. ]

W-well... [ There's something there, but she doesn't say it. ] No, of course not. I know you wouldn't cheat on Chie.

Then what's the problem?

There's no problem, really. I think...

[ She trails off, thinking. ] I hadn't really thought of what it all means yet. Shadows are meant to represent our suppressed problems, or urges...so all of our Shadows were probably saying things we've wanted to express somehow for awhile.

Then...there is some kind of problem. Is it just because we haven't seen each other in awhile? I mean... Have I ever given you any reason to believe I'd betray or hurt her?

[ P-pause again, sklagsag, THIS IS VERY CONFRONT-Y. :c ]

No, it's not that, I just...

Chie's been my friend for a really long time- almost my whole life. She means more to me than life itself, so...if I see her unhappy, I'm unhappy too, and I want to do something about it. I know you both really like each other, but...I don't know. Maybe I'm a little jealous.

[ sorry bb. confront-y is something he definitely is ]

I more than really like her. I love her. And while I can't exactly promise we'll never have rough times, I can promise that the last thing I'd ever want to do is hurt her or...take anything away from what you guys have. You guys have a history and a bond I could never touch, and wouldn't want to.

Mm...I believe you. I'm just worried about how many rough times there might be.

Can't really predict that one. I'm probably not the best fit for her... I'm not even sure I deserve something like this.

Hell, I used to be jealous of you, y'know.

I know. But if you keep trying your best, it--

H-huh? You did?

Well I had feelings for Chie for awhile before I ever told her... I was kinda jealous of the closeness you guys had. I knew it was dumb, but it was just one of those insecure things in the back of my head.

That's kind of sweet...have you told her that?

What, that I was jealous of her and her friend? Never really came up. Doesn't seem relevant now. She'd probably take it wrong, anyway, since whenever I've brought up her friendships in the past it was more negative. Like Souji, or Eva...

Those two...

That might not be a wise thing to do either, Jr. I don't really approve of Souji or Eva anymore either, but Chie is very loyal and protective of her friends. She wouldn't want to hear a bad word spoken against them.

I already told her what I think of them. It'll only come up again if they do something new to deserve it.

Then I guess that's the best we can hope for.

[ STILL WATCHIN' YOU, BUSTER. ]

Are you gonna be okay?

I'll be fine, yes. I just need a bit of time.

Make sure Chie knows she's not alone in this. She was really freaked out.

I will, don't worry. I'm going to see her in a little while.

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