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paradisalost2010-03-05 12:14 pm
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[the journal gets knocked open to the sound of some shuffling and the sound of a yawn. someone's waking up! suddenly, those sounds stop as she freezes -- something isn't right. she reaches back to touch her hair ...]
--EHHHHH?! [three more H's added in there later by Kid lmao]
[ooc: Loss over :')]
--EHHHHH?! [three more H's added in there later by Kid lmao]
[ooc: Loss over :')]
[Allen]
[lol a long pause] Allen, if you had the chance, you wouldn't kill the Earl?
[Ino]
I wouldn't do it if he'd just come back in two weeks! Why risk what he might do out of rage when he returned?
[Allen]
That guy can't do anything, at the time he's come from.
[Ino]
That doesn't make killing him in the middle of the city square and letting Guts go mad in that armour any better, Ino.
[Allen]
[frustrated] Well I'm sorry not everyone is as morally upstanding as you, Allen! That man is responsible for everything that's wrong with Guts' life -- if it makes him feel better to kill him, then I'm not going to deny him that chance! Do you think I want other people to get caught up in this and get hurt?!
[Ino]
Just-
By that logic, does that make what the 14th doing right? The Millennium Earl certainly made his life hell and killing him with his own hands would make him feel better. The Earl certainly deserves to die too.
So would you not deny him that chance either?
[Allen]
[Ino]
Meaning there is a chance you think that the 14th taking over me is perfectly justifiable?
[Allen]
[Ino]
I'm sure both of them have it justified in their minds, but neither are better than the other!
[Allen; 1/2]
[Allen]
really
just compare guts to that asshole.
... just silence. ohhh she is seething over here]
[Ino]
[Yes he did, and he ain't gonna take it back because...well its' kinda true right now]
[Allen]
I -- I can't believe you just SAID that! [IS SERIOUSLY THIS CLOSE TO BITCHSLAPPING HIM]
[Ino]
Because it's true, Ino! You just refuse to see it!
[Allen]
No, it's not. It's not the same at all. You complain about people treating you like you don't know anything, but in this case you don't!
[Ino]
Then tell me how it's different, Ino! Really! How is it really different?!
[Allen]
-- I already told you, it's not my place to explain! And apparently I was stupid to think you would trust me!
[Ino]
So it's what this man did to him? [a huff] The Earl made the 14th's life hell, made his brother's life hell, caused the deaths of thousands if not millions, tortures thousands of souls to use as weapons, has tricked thousands of people into thinking they can bring back loved ones when it's a trap and is trying to wipe humanity out itself! I hardly see what that man could have done to make Guts different from the 14th.
And I do trust you Ino, but trust doesn't mean I can't question things.
[Allen]
[... AND STOP MAKING VALID POINTS. GRRRR.] I promised not to talk about it.
[and then she sighs] Look, I don't want to fight with you. Guts isn't actively going after him right now, but if he does again, I will help him, and I'll do everything I can to keep others out of it. That's all there is to it.
... I would be a hypocrite if I condemned getting revenge. I'm sorry if that disappoints you.
[Ino]
You don't have to talk about it, my point still stands! You still haven't given me a reason to how they are different!
[a frustrated noise] Even if you've gone for revenge in the past, doesn't mean you can't see how this is wrong! Maybe if you tried harder to get rid of that armour or make sure he didn't do it in the middle of a public area, I'd be more inclined to believe you. Right now I think you just refuse to see how wrong this situation is because Guts is your friend.
[Allen]
[HOW CAN SHE EXPLAIN IT WITHOUT BEING SPECIFIC ALLEN ..] He's done something much worse to Guts personally. I can't be more specific than that.
I'll keep a closer eye on him, but there is no way he'll get rid of that armor while Griffith is here. And how do you expect me to make sure he doesn't do it in a public area? He's mentally unstable, I admit that. All I can do is make sure people stay out of the way so they won't get hurt, and bring him back as soon as possible.
[Ino]
That doesn't make it better, Ino. Guts's personal pain does not outweigh the pain of millions of people! And you said yourself you don't have enough information about the 14th, so how do you know if Guts's revenge is better? Even I don't know the full story of what happened!
Then get rid of the armour yourself if you have to or do whatever it takes to convince him to do so! And I expect you to because you're the one who wants to support his revenge so much! Then again, how do you even expect him to keep his promises to you when he broke his word to me and you admit he's mentally unstable?
[Allen]
I didn't say that it outweighed anything or that it was better or worse! Just that that's how it's different! And you're right, I don't know, so maybe I'm wrong about that!
[low blow, man. low blow] Stop, Allen. Just stop! Do you even hear yourself?! [a pause where she's clenching her fists, trying ... not to start crying akjwehkwe] What kind of friend are you, talking like that!? Just because you have a problem with revenge doesn't mean you can go around preaching to people about what they can and can't do! I will do everything in my power to keep the situation under control, no matter what happens or where it happens. I don't expect you to agree with what I'm doing but treating me like a little kid who doesn't know the difference between right and wrong will get you nowhere!
[Ino]
Then I'm sorry, but I still don't see how it's different.
I hear myself just fine, do you hear yourself?! I'm not treating you like a child at all, I just don't think this is a good idea at all! Do you want me to just sit by and say nothing when I've seen what that armour can do?
[Allen]
[Ino]
[Allen]
[Ino]