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[optimystically.livejournal.com]

I was thinking... maybe I should try channeling someone. I mean, I keep talking about it, and I've kept up my training for it, but I've never actually done one here. Can I even channel people here? It's another world, what if I can't call their spirit from all the way over there. Who knows though, maybe spirits transcend worlds, that would make sense. Maybe I'll just try something easy and simple. A really nice spirit from home that I know won't hurt me. I would say sis, but she's already here and I don't think I can call her spirit if she... has a body.

[there is a pause] Maybe I should channel... Mom. You know, then Mia could get a chance to see her... and she's a great person so I know she won't hurt me. And maybe I had such an easy time channeling Sis because she was family, maybe it's the same for Mom! And... it would be nice to see her again. Well, I wouldn't be seeing here I guess, but knowing she was around is good enough, you know? [pauses again]

Tomorrow then, I need to get ready! Hmm, I wonder what I should get? I mean, channeling wasn't a big deal when I was with Nick, and I could just do it anywhere, but Aunt Morgan always made me get all this stuff, and we had to be in the Channeling Hall. Maybe there's a book in the library or something, I'll check it out.

I probably shouldn't tell Pearly though, I don't want to hurt her feelings. She seemed to be pretty down that she couldn't channel any more, I don't want to rub it into her face. Hm, maybe I'll just leave a note for Mom! It's not like it will be for very long, maybe just an hour or something. Yeah, I'll just explain things in a note. [she rips out the next page of the journal, and happily begins writing]


[anyone passing through the library will notice a certain spirit medium halfway up a ladder, and looking through some very strange and ~mystical~ books]

It's so hard to find anything in here, you would think they'd have a Dodgy Decibel system or something. I think it's by title... or wait, is it by author? [groooooooan] There's just too many books!

[help a girl out? open post]