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[littleblackcait.livejournal.com]

[The page is covered in technical sketches and random doodles, most of which have been scratched out so much the paper's torn; random water spots have blurred the ink in places]


I couldn't I never wanted I only meant [scribbled out]

Never again. Not when I only ever hurt the ones I [words blurred out by drops of water] most in life. Even when I try to help, it only causes pain. Only pain. Only- [more water droplets]

Vincent... I'm so sorry.


[transcribed: very faint voices murmuring over the drawings]

Here's another icepack... sure y' don' want somethin' t' kill the pain? S' gotta be hurtin' like th' devil....

I'm fine, Cait. But thank you.

.... Right. Yer still blockin' me. Why?

[more added sketches, all of which are scribbled out moments after being drawn] ... nn.


((ooc: go look at this log for an explanation... or tl;dr version: Talk, heartbreak, angst, and hitting. Mostly angst. D: ))

Comments

[littleblackcait.livejournal.com]

heh. Good point. By the way, do you have a T-square in your room? I just broke mine and I can't finish these blueprints otherwise.

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What's there to say, Cid? I was an idiot, I pushed too hard, and I hurt him. He's too good at reading people, you know. Suppose it's the Turk training... and with his memories back, I forgot just how well he knows me. So I told him the truth... and it scared him. I tried to smooth it over, and it pissed him off even worse. He accused me of lying to him, that nothing could ever work if I was unable to be truthful to even my own friends... so I gave him the absolute truth. And he hit me. He's got a mean backhand, by the way.

So now... I suppose I give him his space, and hope like hell I haven't ruined everything.

[without-sky.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I've got one. Lemme finish this next line or two and I'll bring it over.

[Filter;]

Aw, hell.

What is it with you Reeve?

'cause almost more trouble than you're worth. Almost.

You two going to work this shit out, or do I have to come play the responsible one?

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[littleblackcait.livejournal.com]

... heh. Sometimes I wonder why you people put up with me in the first place.

I think... we'll work it out. Wolfina's already turned me over her knee, I don't need another spanking. The problem is my own... I just worry I've upset him. As long as he's all right, then I'll be fine.

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[without-sky.livejournal.com]

Going to have to thank her for that. Saved me some trouble.


Then I'm going to leave this shit alone, let you two work it out.

Don't make me regret that, or I'll kick both your asses.

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[littleblackcait.livejournal.com]

Mmm.

No, don't... don't be frustrated with him, Cid; this was entirely my fault. It'll work out. Don't worry. I'll do whatever I have to to make sure it does.

... but thanks.