paradisalost | (no subject)

{ handwriting is messier than usual; lots of words and a couple lines are scribbled out throughout the entry as if he was revising as he went along or the idea was one in progress and not fully thought out }

Observation: History repeats itself.
Question: Does history not only repeat itself in single worlds, but across worlds as well?
Hypothesis: If I find any further connections in events between my world and this one, then history repeats itself across worlds, because this is all offhandedly familiar in an annoying sort of way.

Constant Variable: Progression of time per single world.
Troublesome Variable: I might just be making up my own parallels.

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I died. Can't seem to wrap my head around it, now.

I was rather settled on the idea at the time, minus the circumstances. I had nothing left, save for a battle I would only have won. Just my swords. That honor was carried with me to the grave.

But now? The only thing I had was taken from me. Months ago I would have been perfectly content to die and stay dead.

And yet...

{ a very, very long pause }

I shouldn't care. I never did.
One's insane and the other is... Slightly more so.

It's just like the seven. I never really cared. It was just to kill him.
It all had an ulterior motive.

So what's my motive now?
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[[OOC: Translation: He's homesick. XD]]