[he still can't believe he cares about people either. Realizing what he said, he has to stop and think for a moment: who did he mean when he said that...?

He listens quietly. To be honest most of the stuff Kanji's saying means relatively nothing to him... but he guesses(?) he can appreciate that last sentiment.

He waves his hand dismissively] If it helps you sleep easier at night, you could think of my loss as continued punishment, considering the castle brought that person here then took him away again. [it was cruel as fuck thanks castle] Not to mention all the other shit it's done and will probably keep on doing.