[There isn't anything she could have said said that Spike can't read clearly in the way she holds herself, away from him. The gravity of what he lost seems to be what he was always afraid it would be. Suddenly he feels like he should have told her over the journals after all to save her from having to keep herself together for his sake.
His fault or not, he can't help but think she'd have been better off not knowing he's here at all. But, like too many damn things lately, it took him by surprise. He'd already ruined her chances before he had a clue what was going on.]
I didn't want this. [Spike has no idea if that thought had occurred to her, so he makes sure that if she wants him to go, she at least knows that.] Some prices are bigger than others.
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His fault or not, he can't help but think she'd have been better off not knowing he's here at all. But, like too many damn things lately, it took him by surprise. He'd already ruined her chances before he had a clue what was going on.]
I didn't want this. [Spike has no idea if that thought had occurred to her, so he makes sure that if she wants him to go, she at least knows that.] Some prices are bigger than others.