[he doesn't take the invitation. He's still looking away, struggling to get his emotions back under control for Amy's sake. She doesn't deserve to have to deal with this: grief over a child she hasn't had yet, isn't even actually pregnant with. But all Rory wants to do is cry, and cry and cry, and scream and punch the wall and tear down the stones of the castle with his bare hands because he's so devastated and helpless and *angry*. But he feels alone, isolated. Talking to River about this is much too awkward, and right now the Doctor would be doubly awkward. He doesn't want to burden Amy any more.
So he's already determined to deal with his pain privately, alone--aware on some level that doing this will probably push them dangerously close to another estrangement. But he doesn't know what else to do.
--Except resist Amy's pull, and take deep breaths to try and keep the tears burning in his eyes at bay, and stubbornly push at the pain hollowing out his insides. He's sort of doing a rubbish job of it]
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So he's already determined to deal with his pain privately, alone--aware on some level that doing this will probably push them dangerously close to another estrangement. But he doesn't know what else to do.
--Except resist Amy's pull, and take deep breaths to try and keep the tears burning in his eyes at bay, and stubbornly push at the pain hollowing out his insides. He's sort of doing a rubbish job of it]