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I think this place has done more than take away my memories of that person, at least I think it's a person. I was thinking that I wanted Akari here.

Akari. The most horrible person of all. Bad thoughts. Very, very bad thoughts. I shouldn't even be mentioning his name. With my luck, he'll actually appear here.

[Eustace]
That place will do. I am ready when ever you are. Just don't come there too full or too hungry.
[/Eustace]

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Forgive my curiousity...but was this man an enemy of yours?

Technically not, but I would rather not have him here. It would be... mortifying.

Mortifying...

You would not like anyone from your world?

He knows my most embarrassing secrets and wouldn't hesitate to blurt them out. I consider that mortifying.

There are people I do like there. It's just that some of those people are also very, very troublesome.

Yes, I suppose that would be.

Sometimes I wonder if it isn't wrong to hope that someone we like will show up. Would it better for them to stay there, or to be with us?

But then, I have had too much free time lately, for thought...

It's a mixed blessing. Depending on what they lost, it may or may not be worth it. Still, I need someone other than Yukimura here.

Everyone here seems to have that problem. Some deal with it better than others. I know that I am not one of them.

Yes. I care for the companions I have here, but they're not...honestly not the first I would have chosen, had the choice been mine.

I don't think I am either. I used to be very busy and now there's just next to nothing to do to stay occupied.

Heh, well, even in that other world, I didn't really chose my friends. They just happened to be walking the same path as I. It's that path I miss.

That's exactly what it is with me. I was in a very chaotic, yet, wonderful situation, and now I'm here and I'm losing my edge.

...Forgive the assumption, but you sound very much like someone I used to know.

It sounds as though your situation was more genuinely chaotic than mine...but in a lesser sense of the word, that was my life as well.

It makes for very slow days, and very restless nights.

May I ask your name?

No offense taken. I hope that that is a good thing and not a bad thing though.

I do not know what others define as chaotic, though I know my idea of wonderful is a bit... skewed.

I am Akira. Pleased to make your acquaintance. May I ask for you name?

I don't...think it is really either. I think it just is what it is. Like him.

To each their own, of course.

It's nice to meet you, Akira.

I'm Lucius.

I think I understand what you're getting at. Sort of.

That is an interesting name.

It was a simple name, in my home.

But I like your name quite a bit. Several people here have names with sounds like it. Are you all from the same place?

It has certain elegance to it.

It is a very common name where I am from. I think most of those people are Japanese like me, so that is probably why it sounds similar. Though I cannot be sure, since some of them come from a different time than I do.

Ah, thank you.

Different and different times too...

[a small laugh]

This world is so beyond my thinking.

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